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"I LOVE YOU" STORY
I have a boyfriend who grew up with me. His name
is Jin. I always thought of him as a friend until last
year, when we went to a trip from a club. I found
that I fell in love with him. Before that trip was over,
I took a step and confessed my love for him. And
soon, we became a pair of
lovers, but we loved each other in different ways. I
always concentrated on him only, but by his side,
there were so many other girls. To me, he was the
only one, but to him, maybe I was just another
girl…


“Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?” I asked.
“I can’t”
“Why? You need to study at home?” I felt
disappointment grabbing me.
“No… I am going to meet a friend…”


He was always like that. He met girls in front of
me, like it was nothing. To him, I was just a
girlfriend. The word ‘love’ only came out from my
mouth. Since I knew him, I had never heard him
say ‘I love you’ before. To us, there weren’t any
anniversaries at all. He didn’t say anything from
the first day and it continued till 100 days…
200days… Everyday, before we say goodbye, he
would just hand me a doll, everyday, without fail. I
don’t know why…


Then one day…


Me: Um, Jin, I …
Jin: What…don’t drag, just say..
Me: I love you.
Jin: ……you….um, just take this doll and go home.
That was how he ignored my ‘three words’ and
handed me the doll. Then he disappeared, like he
was running away. The dolls I received from him
everyday, filled my room, one by one. There were
many…
Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday.
When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party
with him, and stranded myself in my room, waiting
for his call. But… lunch passed, dinner passed…
and soon the sky was dark… he still didn’t call. It
was already tiring to look at the phone anymore.
Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly
called me and woke me from my sleep. He told me
to come out of the house. Still, I felt joy and I ran
out happily.
Me: Jin…
Jin: Here…take this…
Again, he handed me a little doll.
Me: What’s this?
Jin: I didn’t give it to you yesterday, so I am giving
it to you now. I’m going home now, bye.
Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?
Jin: Today? Huh?
I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my
birthday. He turned around and walked away like
nothing had happen.Then I shouted… “Wait…”
Jin: You have something to say?
Me: Tell me, tell me you love me…
Jin: What?!
Me: Tell me
I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him.
But he just said simple cold words and left.
“I don’t want to say…that I love someone so
easily, if you are desperate to hear it, then find
someone else.”
That was what he said. Then he ran off. My legs
felt numb… and I collapsed to the ground. He
didn’t want to say it easily… How could he…. I felt
that… Maybe he is not the right guy for me…
After that day, I stranded myself at home crying,
just crying. He didn’t call me, although I was
waiting. He just continued handing me a little doll
every morning outside my house. That’s how those
dolls piled up in my room…


Message: After a month, I got myself together and
went to
school. But what made the pain resurface was
that… I saw him on a street… with another girl…
He had a smile on his face, one that he never
showed me…as he touched the doll… I ran
straight back home and looked at the dolls in my
room, and tears fell… Why did he gave these to
me… Those dolls are probably picked out by some
other girls…In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls
around. Then suddenly, the phone rang. It was
him. He told me to come out to the bus stop
outside my house. I tried to calm myself down and
walked to the bus stop. I kept reminding myself
that I am going to forget him, that… it’s going to
end. Then he came into my sight, holding a big
doll.


Jin: Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really
came?
I couldn’t help hating him, acting like nothing had
happen and joking around. Soon, he held out the
doll as usual…
Me: I don’t need it. Jin: What….why…
I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on
the road.
Me: I don’t need this doll, I don’t need it anymore!!
I don’t want to see a person like you again!
I spitted out all the words that were inside me. But
unlike other days, his eyes very shaking.
“I’m sorry” He apologized in a tiny voice. He then
walked over to the road to pick up the doll…
Me: You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?!
Just throw it away!!!


But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll.
Then…


Honk~ Honk~
With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards
him.
“Jin! Move! Move away!” I shouted… But he didn’t
hear me, he squatted down and picked up the doll.
“Jin, move!” HONK~!! “Boom!” That sound, so
terrifying.
That’s how he went away from me. That’s how he
went away without even opening his eyes to say
one word to me.
After that day, I had to go through everyday with
guiltiness and the sadness of losing him… And
after spending two months like a crazy person… I
took out the dolls.


Those were the only gifts he left me since the day
we started going out. I remembered the days I
spent with him and started to count the days…
when we were in love…


“One…two… three…” That was how… I started to
count the dolls…
“Four hundred and eighty four… four hundred and
eighty five…” It all ended with 485 dolls.
I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms. I
hugged it tightly, then suddenly…


“I love you~, I love you~” I dropped the
dolls,shocked.


“I….lo..ve…you??” I picked up the dolls and
pressed its stomach.


“I love you~ I love you~” It can’t be! I pressed all
the dolls’ stomach as it piled on the side.
“I love you~”
“I love you~”
“I love you~”
Those words came out non-stop. I…love you…
Why didn’t I realize that….That his heart was
always by my side, protecting me. Why didn’t I
realize that he love me this much… I took out the
doll under the bed and pressed it’s stomach, that
was the last doll, the one that fell on the road. It
had his blood stain on it. The voice came out, the
on that I was missing so much…


“Jo…Do you know what today is? We’ve been
loving each other for 486 days. Do you know what
486 is? I couldn’t say I love you…. Um… since I
was too shy… If you forgive me and take this doll, I
will say that I love you… everyday… till I die…
Jo… I love you…”


The tears came flowing out of me. Why? Why? I
asked god, why do I only know about all this now?
He can’t be by my side, but he loved me until his
last minute…


For that… and for that reason… to me… it became
courage… to live a beautiful life





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thats it. lewl

Tonight it's very clear
As we're both lying here
There's so many things I wanna say
I will always love you
I will never leave you alone

Sometimes I just forget, say things I might regret
It breaks my heart to see you crying
I don't wanna lose you
I could never make it alone

'Coz I am a man who will fight for your honor
I'll be the hero that you're dreaming of
Gonna live forever knowing together
That we did it all for the glory of love

You keep me standing tall
You'll help me through it all
I'm always strong when you're beside me
I have always needed you
I could never make it alone

'Coz I am a man who will fight for your honor
I'll be the hero that you're dreaming of
Gonna live forever knowing together
That we did it all for the glory of love

Just like a knight in shining armor
From a long time ago
Just in time I'll save the day
Take you to my castle far away

I am the man who will fight for your honor
I'll be the hero that you're dreaming of
Gonna live forever knowing together
That we did it all for the glory of love (x3)



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